Thanks GOD......finally....dpat gak blik ump yg isolated nie.....ltih nyer...xleh nk ckp.....words failed to describe it lah....skit hbs tbuh2 nie...rmbt2 sumer dh bsuk2 n brmyk2 sbb xshmpoo byk ari(trluper bwk shmpoo).....kulit lak cm org kne campak sbb byk bntk2 merah.....byk sgt nymuk....xkesah r...aslkn xkne pyakit......urat2 nie sumer dh tegng.....pimple pun dh naek kat muker nie..asyik kne tgur jer...ader lak yg ckp ak akn mati bcoz of d pimple....doesnt make sense pun....1st nite kat sne..ak cm xleh tdo...sbb xleh nk lelapkn mate,trngt kat mcm2 kot then katil die lak cm pelik jer....actually ak tkot jtuh ....d next day...mse sesi crmah.....stat lah ngntok thap critical smpai last skli trtido gak tp yg pling ak xleh luperkn..mse nkmndi..pnyer lah ssh sgt,can u all imagine x...dndng toilet 2 dr bamboo..then xrapat lak n then yg pling truk,ader bamboo yg patah2...cm ner nk mndi...xprnh ak jmper toilet cm 2 kat mne2 camp yg ak pg(x demand tp nk share jer)....adui2,xkesah r mnder dh lpas.......tp aper yg pntng skang nie....ak dh blik kat ump.....leh mndi dgn puas2 nyer(sne xleh mndi sbb tnds kat sne xmcm tnds,xder privacy lnsng)....dh leh rhat.....tp yg skit kpaler nyer...esk test mechnic.....xstdy pun lg....cm ner nie.....dh lar subjct 2....bapakk tough....ahhh....xkesah r sumer 2....sbb skang nie ak dh fikir nk blik..nk shoppng dgn kwn2...hangout wit them........shoppng wit my heart(my umi) .....nk jln2 dgn famili.....wanna get a new hair cut.....nk g facial(muker dh brbntk)......i'll pray so ak leh buat sumer 2....cant wait to do all dat thing........adui2........nk rhat sgt2 nie.....above all thng....praised be to ALLAH....sbb ak slamt g n blik..nothng bad happend....i got a new experiance....xprnah pun g camp mse bln poser....but tq so much GOD.......tq so much 4 everything.......
Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best.
He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another.He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confident and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times.
The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her! One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, "I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone."
Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I have loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!", replied the 4th wife, and she walked away without another word. Her answer cut like a sharp knife right into his heart.The sad King then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No! ", replied the 3rd wife. "Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to remarry!" His heart sank and turned cold.
He then asked the 2nd wife, "I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!", replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave." Her answer struck him like a bolt of lightning, and the King was devastated.Then a voice called out: "I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go." The King looked up, and there was his first wife. She was very skinny as she suffered from malnutrition and neglect. Greatly grieved, the King said, "I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!"
In truth, we all have the 4 wives in our lives:
1-Our 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it will leave us when we die.
3-Our 3rd wife is our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, it will all go to others.
2-Our 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for us, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.
And our 1st wife is
4-our Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world. However, our Soul is the only thing that will follow us wherever we go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of us that will follow us to the throne of God and continue with us throughout Eternity.